A poem of the soul Imam abu Hamid al Ghazzali ..Much I have strained to make my soul obey, But for whose sin I had not gone astray; When I would be obedient, it was faint And showed a strange distaste and unrestraint. I wrestled with my soul as with a foe, It bidding me to err, I saying no; We were as ancient enemies at large. I put on patience, to withstand its charge; With troops of tempting it came forth to fight - What patience could withstand such reckless might? - Which gave it courage when its courage quailed, And reinforcement when its forces failed. Now I succeed, now it, in the affray; Yet, when we meet, it ever wins the day. I love it well, but it opposes me As if I held it not in amity; It is an enemy I cannot hate, A memory I can ne'er obliterate. Blindly it swims upon its sinful sea, Clutching the hems of its iniquity; I greatly fear, it it doth still rebel, Its ruin in this life and, after, Hell! Wherefore, O Lord, bring its repentance near And wash away its sins in founts of fear. If Thou, my God, its chastener shoudst be, O whither shall it look for clemency? Be Gracious then, and all its sins forgive; Thou art its Lord, for through Thee it doth live.